lorelei's diary

august 31, 2026

be careful what you wish for, my god. i said "hopefully i have something more interesting to report" and the forces that be decided to TEST ME. in the few months, i have had to essentially be a caretaker for my grandmother (she's doing a lot better), deal with childcare more than i EVER should have to, and been scared for the lives of my friends numerous times. in more positive news, i FINALLY got an old 3ds and modded it (this will replace the one that fucking LOSER stole from me in 7th grade), and on top of that, I EVEN HAD MY FIRST KISS ON THE SAME DAY !!!!! ^-^. that was almost a perfect day but i went to the mall and WHILE I WAS IN THERE, it got shot up. i didn't know what was going on at first, but i saw someone drop a five guys milkshake to run and figured "oh fuck, I SHOULD RUN TOO." anyhow im revisiting soooooo so many old 3ds games i used to love when i was younger, and honestly? my favorites still hold up !!!! i'll be updating the games part of my shit soon, but right now i'm still a bit swamped (gotta get my own place to live my parents aren't big fans of trans people and i AM one unbeknownst to them). anyways this is captain lorelei signing off !!! baiiiiiiii ^-^

june 28, 2026

summer, heat, and do it yourself estrogenization are hallmarks of my day to day life. all i've been doing is WORKING, and SLEEPING, and looking for higher paying jobs. i play video games on occasion but other than that i do nothingggggggg im so BORED !!! hopefully next time i write in here i have something more interesting to report. lorelei, signing off ^-^

march 10, 2026

it looks like spring is FINALLY upon us. my friend said he's coming back home for spring break and it's amazing bc i haven't seen him in MONTHS ^-^ i'm so hyped to see him again it's been foreverrrrrr. i'm also gonna get to link back up with a friend i haven't seen in like TWO YEARS (since i graduated). it's his birthday so there r gonna be loads of ppl there and i'm not good w crowds but i think i'll know most of the people there so if i can just stick with them i should be fine. i really needed something like this bc the monotony of my life is fucking KILLING me lately, especially with my hormones being kinda out of control on account of the estrogen shots. i'm so much more moody than usual, but actually getting out the house may be a blessing. unfortunately this week is already fucking soured seeing as i have goddamned jury duty. why the hell do i have to go get paid 15 bucks a day to do the job of someone with a law degree? "civic duty" my ass, this website is hanging together by a thread and they think i'm smart enough to make decisions with someones life in my hands? get the fuck outta here man. i have to call em today to see if i'll be on the jury, but if they sent me the letter of doom i'm expecting to be. maybe i should just lie and say i'll be bullshittin, but idk i don't wanna go to jail for contempt or anything. they'll fuck around n fry my ass with 3 months in the county, and that's dead as hell. anyways i'm sure something will be figured out. whether it's my way or another way, things have a certain way of going. this is lorelei, signing off ^-^ (sorry if this is so boring I'M pretty boring as of late)