june 28, 2026

summer, heat, and do it yourself estrogenization are hallmarks of my day to day life. all i've been doing is WORKING, and SLEEPING, and looking for higher paying jobs. i play video games on occasion but other than that i do nothingggggggg im so BORED !!! hopefully next time i write in here i have something more interesting to report. lorelei, signing off ^-^

march 10, 2026

it looks like spring is FINALLY upon us. my friend said he's coming back home for spring break and it's amazing bc i haven't seen him in MONTHS ^-^ i'm so hyped to see him again it's been foreverrrrrr. i'm also gonna get to link back up with a friend i haven't seen in like TWO YEARS (since i graduated). it's his birthday so there r gonna be loads of ppl there and i'm not good w crowds but i think i'll know most of the people there so if i can just stick with them i should be fine. i really needed something like this bc the monotony of my life is fucking KILLING me lately, especially with my hormones being kinda out of control on account of the estrogen shots. i'm so much more moody than usual, but actually getting out the house may be a blessing. unfortunately this week is already fucking soured seeing as i have goddamned jury duty. why the hell do i have to go get paid 15 bucks a day to do the job of someone with a law degree? "civic duty" my ass, this website is hanging together by a thread and they think i'm smart enough to make decisions with someones life in my hands? get the fuck outta here man. i have to call em today to see if i'll be on the jury, but if they sent me the letter of doom i'm expecting to be. maybe i should just lie and say i'll be bullshittin, but idk i don't wanna go to jail for contempt or anything. they'll fuck around n fry my ass with 3 months in the county, and that's dead as hell. anyways i'm sure something will be figured out. whether it's my way or another way, things have a certain way of going. this is lorelei, signing off ^-^ (sorry if this is so boring I'M pretty boring as of late)

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